Okay so here's what I've been sitting with and I really wanted to share more with you girls..
This year honestly hasn't totally gone the way I planned. I didn't plan for a hamstring tear or for my thyroid labs to be all over the place. And I didn't think I'd have to completely let go of the glute growth goals I was so excited about....
But somewhere in all of that I landed on a new goal I genuinely never thought I'd have.
Since my hammy has still been recovering and my training is lighter, I've been going after truly visible abs for the first time in my life.
For someone who's spent 15 years happily just maintaining my body, this feels kind of wild to say out loud. And tbh, I think I was scared to push further for a long time because I was worried that going after more meant risking slipping back into old unhealthy habits. But I'm not that girl anymore and it's time I started acting like it.
So I've been working to navigate the right calorie deficit and am almost there! Just a couple more weeks of this and then the real fun comes!
After that I'm going to reverse diet, increase my calorie and intentionally get into a calorie surplus to get back to building my booty, which is something I've literally never done on purpose before.
And yes, this is WAY different than how i lost 45lbs. Back then i didn't track a single thing and that was exactly what i needed to get healthy and break bad habits, but this time is different. I am different. And I know if i want specific results i need to get detailed in new ways and that's what I have been focused on this year.
I'll be sharing so much more on IG and YT, but I wanted to share more of my WHY with you here first.
And a new fall challenge is coming soon that I cannot wait to tell you all about, think everything you'd need to feel your best and build a real foundation before the holidays so you can actually enjoy them stress free and guilt free.
More on that soon!